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| things changes. people change. everything change.
I don't understand. Why are you so distance? Why don't you tell me anything? I asked you questions to care about you, but yet you ignore me. What kind of friend is that? I called you, but you said you are busy and will call back, but you call the next day saying you forgot.
:( I just realize that what my friend is doing is what I am doing also. What a shame! God, why are we like this?
I'm sorry, God, please forgive me.
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Sometimes, it is hard to say, hard to act, and hard to think.
[sigh].. I have no clue what I want to say right now either.. my mind and heart is clutter.
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| summer school is almost over. I need to study for finals, but so lazy.. don't want to start.. the hardest part is getting started.. [sigh].. oh well..
I have found my answer! That is GREAT~ =D
Always think before you Act. | | |
| yay! i got my driver's permit! ^^ I only got one wrong .. hah that is cool!~ hehee.. on my first try =] | | |
| wow, I felt so lazy today when I was getting up, but I finally got up hah it took me 10 minutes.. then i went running.. whoa~ i am so out of shape.. i havent run for a year.. WOW IT WAS GREAT!!! i remember why I love running so much..
ENDORPHIN RULES!!!! YEA~~~~ HAHAH it felt so good~~
lost so much weight with that little time of running.. that is nice... LOL! all that water weight i stored up X_x"!
time to sweat it out!! <3!!!
I shall continue tomorrow, hopefully I am not super sore... that would be nice =] and the most important thing is that the park opens at 8am YAY!!! haha :D | | |
| wow~ what a short tiring weekend i have.. phew~ but is all good.. is things that I do not want to miss out on. Like, helping out at church with YF, attending friend's baptism, eating lunch/dinner with friends, watching movie with friends, hanging out with friends, seeing my friends smile... is nice 
But i am very disappointed at some friends that i have. How can they be like that? I don't understand at all. You said that we are friends that you can talk to, therefore we are close, but is that the only reason that I am your friend? just to talk to? close. it seems like it, but what do you know about me? I know about you more than you know about me. I even remember the last things about you that you said that you were doing in your life. Do you remember what I said? No, because I always have to tell the same thing. It's always the same question. You don't even have time to listen and even suggest a time for us to go out together to listen to me. I am always listening to you.
yeah! sure! go out! do what you always wanna do. Go clubbing, go do whatever you do. if you read this.. and may have a clue who you are. that is you! think about it, this may be good for you. what is friendship to you? meeting just once a year? You guys even went out together, what about me? You did not even bother to invite me even though you knew I had plans with other friends. Have you thought that I may have time to join you guys if I had spare time after my other plans? Okay, I know that I always say "no" to your plans and stuff, but what the heck! you can still ask me. It won't hurt! I just don't do what you do. That isn't me. IS that boring to you? Oh well, too bad. that's the fact. =\
And Also Be FAIR! Give me some of your time too! You can't always be with your boyfriend and go having fun! i can't be the one always deciding what to do. And when I do decide you always say "no" and I have to do this and that. [sigh] geez... then what is the point of me deciding what to do? when the answer is always "no, I don't want to do that" or "maybe" and "let's do something else".
=[ people and the world. living for the world and for their own joy and own life.
i love you, but I do not want to be like you. But one day you'll know and understand why.
And what is wrong with you?! Just because you don't have friends, doesn't mean I have to do what you want to do. I want to do what I wanted to do, too. I am sorry that it may make you sad and disappointed.
Wow, I finally wrote it out. LOL eh.. what the heck.. is cool :) you can read it. No big deal, that's how i felt and now you know. :D woohoo~!
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